I quit the police station job, I just couldn't face doing it anymore. Im still loving the museum though thankfully. Time sure flys as well... One second it'll be 11am, then all of a sudden its 1pm!Crazy.

Mad weather happening here lately. I couldnt even go into work because of how bad it was on the Southsea seafront. Hopefully it'll be better tomorrow, but if not I dont wanna take any chances. Last week was really scary and it wasnt even a weather warning then. So god knows what today was like there.

Things between me and Carl are going great. Should be going to a day trip in London within the next few weeks (some Saturday) We want to go to London zoo, and of course see 'our bench' In L.Square. Aaahhhh.

We're going out for a meal on Saturday evening then popping in to Jongelours to see my friend Sam (Its his 20th) Depending on if Carl can get in due to no ID! :(

So I have started watching Lost with Carl... I thought I owed it to him since he watched the whole series of sex and the city with me. Im quite enjoying it so far... we have got upto when two of them find some mystery steel box in the woods??? Not a clue what that is all about but I guess I'll hopefully find out next episode :)

I always love Big Brother because if I can't sleep, I know that there are actually people in the world still awake. You know that feeling you can get of how you feel you're the only person not sleeping? Then you switch to these people, and see them there, just like me.

I'm starting to get bored of the police station now :( Due to quite a few factors. Although I am enjoying the museum. I really like Ian, whom I work with. And what few people work there are so friendly and lovely.

Its 4:00 and Im up at 7am, dont know what to do. Ive tried sleeping of course but had a big argument with Carl before, so I can't do it, I hardly ever can after this sort of thing. I HATE arguing. I really hope we'll be ok. I do love him more than life.